I wish...

Some times I got this feeling, I'm the most lonely person in the whole world, even though there's a lot of people near me.

It's just that I dont feel anybody really cares, yeah, they see me but maybe I have a mask and no one has seen the real me. I'd love to have the ability to express all what I have inside my feelings (most of the time not the right ones), my worries,  my fears, my secrets...

Just talk to someone who listen, pay attention and stop having this sensation which tell me if I don't vent all of this pressure inside me, I'm going to explote.

I'm truly afraid...

Headache...

A veces pienso que mis constantes dolores de cabeza no son debido a las migrañas como dice la neuróloga, sino a causa de mi increíble capacidad de sobre pensar todo...

A veces quisiera tener un botón en cual apagar mis pensamientos y dejar descansar el cerebro por un rato... 

A veces deseo poder elegir la opción de dormir en vez de pensar hasta la madrugada...